Tuesday, 6 September 2011

Time..

When dreams decide to go away
and refuse to come back
leaving you in a state
like, they can't be "back" to you -
as they have never been with.

When dreams decide to stand still
as time crosses them by -
and they refuse to proceed;
saying, ".. we've reached the destination..
like, we have nowhere else to go with you."

When dreams decide to ask you to leave
and no matter how much you try to cling -
onto it, it just stays there - facing away;
and time drags your body;
and the body knows - everything.

The body knows, it is the time.
When dreams decide to refuse to lay eggs,
inside your mind, and brain cells,
and whatever they call it -
that, it is the final stage.

The final stage to take a snap
of that - looking away, stagnant dreams.
So that the rest of your body can have it.
Even if you decide to stay -
with the footprints of your dreams, and say, "Goodbye".

To your body.

Saturday, 3 September 2011

Nonsense - 1

Melting butter
on a nail of moon
dripping in languishness;
a slender strike of hateful love
and the taste of solid cubic pink - dissolving in blue;
a ringing sound of chime dances -
up upon my single speck of oblivion
and rises upwards, circling with a vibrant downfall
in the fourth dimension of a frictionless parabola.

Tuesday, 30 August 2011

Broken Link - 2

I dream of reality - unknown.
I live a dream - never dreamt.
Love you if you can't escape loving me.
And hate it when it is impossible to hate you.

I can't speak what I want.
I can't want what I fancy.
I can't fancy what is right or not.
I'm never right in getting the words you lip.

Why is there -
So many of pins?
If it is called the happiness -
That looks like yellowish sweetness!

I like this - Let it be.
Like a curl in my hair.
Unbalanced and disgusted.
Not really virtual or virtually real.

Monday, 29 August 2011

Broken Link -1

I am thinking
like a white powder
that is sprinkled on a wound
or on a plate of food.

I like to listen
like a flood virtually real
that loves the low lands
or form Mexican waves in galleries.

Who sells?
and what?
Is it him with cups of tea
or me with a fist of money?

The sky is blue from earth.
The sky is black out of here.
The blood is red, - mine.
Yours is gorgeous even if in green.

Return Void

I want an ice-cream
that tastes like thunder
and melts like light.

Living in a room with myself
in an egg-shell dipped in orchid
the vibrations of outside - you can feel.

I love this tiny speck of touch
with everything alive or not
a movement - mine or not.

What is the meaning?
I can't get this.
Or is it that I don't want to?

An answer in both directions
and a drive that leads to both
and inflammations disappear.

It is time
that tastes like thunder
and melts like light.


Wednesday, 18 May 2011

The Gate

The Gate-
An old and rusted one,
the one quite abandoned,
the one, making the difference,
between the worlds-
of noise..
and of peace.
And I was passing
through the later.
Among the trees living-
and a leafy sky above-
only a few houses,
quiet in that evening.
Making way to the sound
of birds' cluster, reaching-
alone me..
Alone.
Though the trees could
see a few more humans- by
and around me-
Swashing among themselves
and the outer "She".
I turned the Gate
It crackled
It said,
Something-
Perhaps telling me not to pass through..
Perhaps just wishing well-being.

But I was to go there,
To the other side,
The other side of the world,
Dazzling with noises severe.
Wondrous, no doubt. And,
A different experience altogether,
Was waiting, for my part.

So, I turned the Gate
The old and rusted one,
The one, perhaps-
Waiting for my touch.
And I went through
Left it behind.
I left it abandoned,
Just like before -
Quiet.

( originally written on 9th July, 2001
 a little edited and published in facebook on Saturday, 05 March 2011 at 02:48 )

Grand-Father Clock

The Grand-Father Clock chimes at night
Amidst the quivering silence
Perhaps each drop of golden curves
Born, lived and melted into the stillness
Could give birth to a fairy-
Fluttering the wings with sparkles
taking over the magical curtain
of mist over onto the land,
where the dreams end. And..
Rainbows are born...
of black and white.

The journey-
A few could avail.

( originally written on  05.01.2011, 04:00 a.m.
published in facebook on Thursday, 03 March 2011 at 13:27 )

Economics: The Realism - I

originally written in 2004,
published in facebook on Tuesday, 29 June 2010 at 03:04 
Economics, in the form and shape we know it today, is of some 250 yrs of origin. At the time of its infantry, it was as simple as only a subject of wealth analysis of a nation and thus, that of individuals forming the nation. Through the long journey of its growing up, it has mingled with several other subjects and developed itself in a huge size with various parts. These parts resemble to other subjects like Physics, Mathematics, Philosophy, Biology, Psychology and so on but these precludes the real materialistic experiences of the dominant creature of this world - the human beings. History tells us that, in the process of human civilization, the commanding weapon over environment to search for the assurance of security of the existence has been transformed from physiological strength, stone –wood –metallic strength and strength of accumulated production. In today’s world, a total summing up of the strength can be seen in the strength of command in a world, named monetary world, which is based on units called “Money”—human created, human valued human nurtured and dependent upon by human beings only.

Figure 1 : The Faces of Strength


The forms of Strength has been different for different individuals at different point of time in history. We don’t know what other form of strength will we become familiar of in future, but I guess it’s partly in our hands as well.
The raw material of the production of strength is Insecurity in living beings. Animals have always been trying to secure themselves over time and environment. But have they really ever been Secured? Is there really any instance of Security in real world? Mortal beings eventually die and lose everything they starve for. But there is a big business out there that uses this intrinsic fear of Insecurity and the inherent conceptions of Strength in different dimensions. The business is not Geography bounded, it is overflowing all around the world. And that is injecting the idea of Monetary evaluation in every aspect of human lives, slowly taking away the very basic human qualities away of perception from all of us. In the name of cultivating our basic Animal Instincts, we are losing our very own Human Instincts as well.
The forms of Insecurity, as studied by me, is something as follows :

Figure 2 : The Faces of Insecurity



Animal instinct is that, they want to ensure that they have better security over the threats that the life can pose. So there is the eternal chain of comparisons with every other mortal being and they “Feel Bad” if found less secured. This is the key ingredient of the so called Development of Human World; in Business, in Politics, in the field of Knowledge and Researches; everywhere. And there comes the strange Exit :”If You Feel Bad, Do…” … a thousand lucrative / nonlucrative options that incorporates money. Money has become the sole parameter of the well-being and the “True” worth of human beings. Even if you don’t have any of the strengths but have money, you can “Buy” every strength.
The Strength and Insecurity had different degrees in different era. Based on the degrees, there was the simplest form of human realization : The idea of Exchange to become Better-Off, mainly in psychological parameters, even if not in Reality, in Vertuality.
And thus the core of Economics was born inside Human Brain. Though it was perceived much later when the exchange process became more substantial so as to be attended upon. In earlier days human natural quest for the cause and effect of their existence gave birth to Mathematics, Philosophy, Astronomy, Linguistics and Geography. The wide attractive area in those human created and explored world captured all the attention of human brain to leave any room for psychological and sociological aspects of human existence. However, there were isolated strands of ideas concerning those areas but until the eighteenth century, there was no concrete foundation in the western world and Economics was perceived as a science of sociological behaviour of human beings over the concept of wealth as the father of Economics, Adam Smith, in England puts it.
In Indian scenario, isolated by geographical position from the rest of the world, the idea of economics was developed as we can see in the writings of “Kautilya” the finance minister of the Gupta Age(3rd Century AD).
It has been the core of interest for every regional civilization, to find the cause and effect of every natural happenings with diverse logics acceptable by different people. Every civilization had its own ideas and detailed findings of the same and none can be inferior to any other. Only those who has exhibited the more or the most command over the world by invasion – the imperialism, helped the expansion of their ideas and expressions that we are following today.
Human mind is susceptible to every little details of the environment. Even a small newspaper’s news can affect the mind in a way that cannot be obvious but can have deep-rooted behavioural changes. That should be borne in mind while dealing with human psychology. In different countries there are different socio-economical issues and to reach them one must need to speak their languages. What is being done today, is, an idolism is placed with which about 70% of a country’s population is unaware of but since it happened to use the delegates of the first world, which looks lucrative to the population, something like “People with Huge Potentials” or “People who live in heaven like environment” or “God sent people” and they are being followed. Every regional traditions and human values are just at the brink of destruction.
A new force is to be there right now to save humanity, to bring about the lost self-esteem of every cast and culture and mutual respect for each of them securing geographical and political existence of the country and to do this each country-population must be made aware of by reaching them out in their own way. Otherwise, everything will remain the same, just the topic of discussion at the dinner table of a handful of people.
Therefore, the Study of any subject cannot be devoid of these facts. It is the high time that Education must take the unified form by integration of all the subjects, as none is actually very different from the other, that also duly emphasized on one’s local culture, tradition and socio-economic structure; to prevent it from falling apart.